Purging Inherited Patterns

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My daughter made a request that I assist her in a soul healing by smudging and clearing our family home on the New Moon. She is raising her Goddess energy and repairing past patterns that no longer serve. I had already performed this blessing ceremony twice and was so happy to be asked to do this for her. Funny thing with ceremonies, repetition tends to bring out new and deeper meanings. I was in for a huge surprise.

She asked me to concentrate on two particular rooms. One was my mother’s room and this was where I began. This room is now my meditation room and also the room where I keep Manna, therefore it was a fairly smooth process. Light language became a new element today, it was lovely. As I moved through the house, it all went rather like clockwork with the added element of LL and bringing in all the women of our family for healing. I paid a little extra attention at the portal at the end of the hallway because dark energy had used it quite regularly in the past bringing undesired influences. When I reached the second room she requested I pay particular attention to, I faced a glitch. I was interrupted several times. It became very obvious that these interruptions were no accident.

I came to the realization something was trying to keep me from finishing, I just faced it head on. I just kept starting over from the beginning. I laughed (raising vibration) and told whatever energy it was that tried to stop me that I was going to keep restarting until I finished the job. Smudging, sound therapy, blessings over and over again. During this process, memories of dark events that occurred in here filled my mind and I would send them back to the light for transmutation. Finally the energy cleared and I healed and sealed the room. I expect I will need to do this again several more times and leave protection to hold the space between blessings.

I choose to use the word blessing to create with positive and filling energy.  To use the word ‘clearing’ would be creation of a void.

The next room, one I use for an office was a piece of cake. When I start a new room, I always begin with sealing the space in all directions with light, driving out the darkness and shadows. I use smudging and sound to clear the energy and bring in high vibration. I speak my intentions for the space. As I said before, each time I repeat a ceremony, knowledge and deeper connection expands. I began channeling healing and expansion for the women in my past and the ones to come in the future. Time has no dominion. I began to hear in the channeled words that we are here to experience and throw back the veil on the deceit of this world. That it is time for goddess energy to emerge and stand in its place. The world needed to understand the imbalance that grows when the Divine Feminine is absent, but now is the time to bring her back. Nurturing, loving and creative, this is the strength of Divine Feminine energy and I invoke it on the New Moon, thanks to my daughter’s request.

There were just two more rooms to go. After I finished with my office space, I felt a heavy fatigue. Emotion. The thought that I could finish this later appeared out of nowhere. I was surprised by this thought but entertained it for a moment. “No, today is the day to finish this. The time is now.”

I entered the room that my husband uses for his office. I did not feel the smooth flow of energy as in the previous rooms, but stayed with it until the space felt, hmmm, neutral. Yes, that is the word. I did not feel a need to go any further with intention since this is his workspace, not mine. I only pass through here to go the the last room on my list, my bedroom.

I stood in front of the double french doors staring onto the dark room. He likes it dark and detests the morning sun waking him. Heavy emotion and even nausea overtake me. I don’t want to go in. I take a deep breath and as I exhale I push through the doors into the room. A wave of emotion hits me and I only want to sit on the floor and cry. I push back against this feeling, turn on every light, pull back the curtains and open the windows. I have to flush this dark energy before I can even think of beginning a blessing. Once the light is flooding in with the cool breeze from a cold front, I begin to walk through the room claiming my right and my power to create the reality I will experience here. Being a converted carport, this is a large room and I walked around for a good 10 minutes blowing out the shadows.

Finally the heaviness drifts away with the shadows and light language begins to pour in. After blessing the room and sealing the light in this space, I felt amazing. Powerful! Strong! I felt love and connection to Gaia, Creator, my sisters and ancestors. I feel the healing and stand with serenity in my space.

One more [surprising] thing came out of this blessing of the Divine Feminine, goddess energy. I had also channeled a blessing for the men in our family. As in the Ho’oponopono tradition using love to heal, I brought in the men that troubled us. I thanked them for the valuable lessons we learned and that they were willing to stand in a space considered vile by our society. I sent healing, love and light to them and that they may understand/learn their TRUE strength in the Divine Masculine.

Amen. So Be It. And So It Is.


Published by Cheryl Smith

It seems I have been learning who I am all of my life. With a few exceptions, everything that has happened prior to November 2015 just doesn't matter much to me any more. I have embarked on a fantastic journey into ME and this is my story. It is your story, too. We Humans are so much more than we think or have been led to believe. I write about the Awakening experience as it unfolds. Partly to remember how far I have come (it helps when I hit a wall). More because those that have travelled this path before me left bread crumbs to guide. I expect this information will be just as helpful to another seeker one day.


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      December 10, 2016 at 6:14 pm

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