Bite Sized Pieces
There has been a recurring theme the past few weeks. Beginning with the title of this post which I wrote on July 22, 2016. Obviously there was more to the story because I never got past the idea phase. Until now.
I often read stories of blinding revelations that change a person’s life. This is not the way I get information. I always get bite sized pieces. They feel huge at the time I receive them, but wait, there’s always more to come.
At this point, I can’t even remember the download that prompted me to start a post titled, Who Am I? It doesn’t matter, what I am about to share is the correct message.
The Most Important Question
I was listening to a video by Gregg Braden and he asked what we thought the most important question was that we could ask ourselves. Without even a thought I blurted out, “Who am I?” Which, of course (else there would be little point in writing this, would there?) is the question to which he referred.
You may have asked this yourself. “Who am I?” “Where did I come from?” Our origin and purpose is a mystery that has been pondered throughout the ages. This has been the information that has been revealing itself to me since this idea flickered in July.
From the time I became aware of my walk-in in June, I have noticed a profound change in my personality, the way I speak to people, the way I handle challenges, my sense of humor, even. Others have noticed it, too, especially my husband and children.
Exploring this side of myself and removing the residual emotions and methods of the walk-out has further refined the image of myself, yet there were still grey areas.
Today that got sorted out.
It began with this Blog Post by Dayna referring to her Human Design Rave Chart (get your free chart at this link). There are Four Types of Human beings, Dayna is a Projector. You can read about it at the link above. As she describes the attributes of a projector, I feel as though she is describing how I used to be, to a T. I also felt this description no longer fit since my walk-in.
When I received my chart, I was shocked. The chart is configured by the Birth Date, which is significant information because I considered myself to be a Walk-In, a new soul aspect or personality and if this were the case, my type would have been Projector.
This is my chart according to my birthdate and this fits my current [primary] personality.
|Design Date||Sun, 29 Sep 1957 21:04:33 GMT|
|Profile||Investigator – Martyr (1/3)|
|Incarnation Cross||Right Angle Cross of Service (58/52 | 18/17)|
I thought I was the Walk-In…
….or is something else going on that I was not aware of?
After spending some time meditating on this and conferring with my Guidance about accuracy of my conclusions, I know who I am.
I Am the primary soul aspect of this body. The second soul, the one that maintained control for the bulk of this lifetime, was the Projector. NOT the birth soul! (If you use different terms, please share in the comments, this is all new to me.) Are you confused yet? I have 2 soul aspects, both are me, but one, the primary, drives the purpose of this life, the secondary was here to experience physicality or… “visit Disneyland.” So yes, I did walk-in, however I was confused in thinking I was an entirely new personality stepping in for the first time.
On a cellular level, I have all of the memories, but they give me no emotional thrill at the thought of doing any of them again. There are some experiences that I still enjoy, but there are others I prefer now that the secondary did not have interest in. The more I get to know each aspect, the easier my day to day life becomes.